GAOTU https://gaotu.org An outsider's exploration Wed, 27 Mar 2024 21:14:07 +0000 en-US hourly 1 https://wordpress.org/?v=6.5 Maturity https://gaotu.org/2024/03/27/maturity/ https://gaotu.org/2024/03/27/maturity/#respond Wed, 27 Mar 2024 21:14:07 +0000 https://gaotu.org/?p=289 There’s a thing that happens, I guess, when you realize the things you were most attracted to in a person were the broken parts, and maybe vice versa. Then you need to have a reckoning, both of you, and decide whether you’re still attracted to the better-educated, stronger, wiser, smarter version of themselves that isn’t broken in the same way anymore.

]]> https://gaotu.org/2024/03/27/maturity/feed/ 0 standard Mood https://gaotu.org/2024/02/12/mood/ https://gaotu.org/2024/02/12/mood/#respond Tue, 13 Feb 2024 03:47:48 +0000 https://gaotu.org/?p=286 For whatever reason, I find myself in the mood for lightly ritualized sex magick.

]]> https://gaotu.org/2024/02/12/mood/feed/ 0 standard We can’t go back. https://gaotu.org/2024/01/30/we-cant-go-back/ https://gaotu.org/2024/01/30/we-cant-go-back/#respond Tue, 30 Jan 2024 05:09:13 +0000 https://gaotu.org/?p=283 Too much time has passed.

We have both moved forward in separate timelines.

There are options, however.

We can travel back to the point of divergence

or we can accept that there was a divergence, and continue the jouurney together.

Either way we must come to some sort of agreement together.

Otherwise we are still moving forward

in separate timelines.

]]> https://gaotu.org/2024/01/30/we-cant-go-back/feed/ 0 standard Remembering Florence… https://gaotu.org/2024/01/04/remembering-florence/ https://gaotu.org/2024/01/04/remembering-florence/#respond Thu, 04 Jan 2024 04:39:50 +0000 https://gaotu.org/?p=281 All that is mine by Divine Right is now released and reaches me in great avalanches of abundance, under grace in miraculous ways.

]]> https://gaotu.org/2024/01/04/remembering-florence/feed/ 0 standard The work https://gaotu.org/2024/01/03/the-work/ https://gaotu.org/2024/01/03/the-work/#respond Wed, 03 Jan 2024 05:37:23 +0000 https://gaotu.org/?p=279 The “work” which comprises being your authentic self is not the being.

The work is the destruction of obstacles which make being your authentic self more difficult.

]]> https://gaotu.org/2024/01/03/the-work/feed/ 0 standard New Year Advice https://gaotu.org/2024/01/02/new-year-advice/ https://gaotu.org/2024/01/02/new-year-advice/#respond Tue, 02 Jan 2024 15:26:09 +0000 https://gaotu.org/?p=277 Practice letting go of objects.

Resist the urge to put your life history on display.

You are not the collection of objects you have accumulated.

You are not a crow.

What if you sold or disposed of one object a day in 2024? You can start small. What about books you’ll never need to read again?

]]> https://gaotu.org/2024/01/02/new-year-advice/feed/ 0 standard Direction… https://gaotu.org/2023/12/28/direction/ https://gaotu.org/2023/12/28/direction/#respond Thu, 28 Dec 2023 16:09:15 +0000 https://gaotu.org/?p=273 The universe seems to be putting Nepal into my consciousness. I must try and figure out why.

]]> https://gaotu.org/2023/12/28/direction/feed/ 0 standard Habits https://gaotu.org/2023/12/25/habits/ https://gaotu.org/2023/12/25/habits/#respond Mon, 25 Dec 2023 20:46:54 +0000 https://gaotu.org/?p=271 You can do something one time, and maybe it can even change your life or your outlook, but you can still chalk it up to an anomaly.

If you do it again, it wasn’t an anomaly.

]]> https://gaotu.org/2023/12/25/habits/feed/ 0 standard A Christmas Challenge… https://gaotu.org/2023/12/24/a-christmas-challenge/ https://gaotu.org/2023/12/24/a-christmas-challenge/#respond Mon, 25 Dec 2023 00:09:17 +0000 https://gaotu.org/?p=269 Practice falling in love without externalizing it.

]]> https://gaotu.org/2023/12/24/a-christmas-challenge/feed/ 0 standard An exchange… a deal… https://gaotu.org/2023/12/23/an-exchange-a-deal/ https://gaotu.org/2023/12/23/an-exchange-a-deal/#respond Sun, 24 Dec 2023 02:51:27 +0000 https://gaotu.org/?p=267 Simply look me in the eye and tell me what it is you need, what you want…

And I will look you in the eye and tell you if I can provide it.

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